“I just finished working out on Zoom with my amazing trainer Anisa Boscia, and she encouraged me to post my thoughts. Because I’m having all kinds of crazy thoughts about how far I’ve come in my health! I want to go farther, of course, but it’s also really good to stop and think about how far I’ve come, how much progress I’ve made, to help me integrate the wins, and celebrate!
When I started on my health journey over four years ago, it was after a lifelong battle with my weight, food addiction, binge eating, etc. Starting at a young age, I did not have a healthy relationship with food. But over the past four years, I have learned how to be healthy. Sure, I lost weight and have kept it off, but that seems so small compared to all that I’ve gained. The ability to persevere. The tools to make good choices when I’m emotionally triggered. The desire to continue pursuing healthy, and continue to ramp it up with things like new fitness goals!
I used to want to be skinny. I achieved that, starting in size 14 pants, now knowing that every size 4 on the planet will fit me. But now I want to be strong. After losing the weight following my nutrition plan, I started working out with ANISA and have improved my fitness, because I want to be able to climb any mountain, lift up my kids, do anything I set my mind to! I know too well what can happen to an aging body if there isn’t muscle tone, if there isn’t exercise to strengthen the bones, and it breaks my heart. My WHY is to be able to be active with my grandkids. I’m an older mom, having babies in my late 30’s, so I know that if I want to be around and active for my grandkids, I have to step it up and be ultra healthy! So I don’t chase skinny anymore, I chase strength! And in the meantime, my size 4 jeans still fit!
I share all of this as a reminder to myself. My Facebook memories showed me a picture of myself from 10 years ago, and I wish I could hug that 35-year old self. I’ve come so far, and I’m so grateful for ANISA!!”
– Karen Thorngren